Mummy was clearing my cupboard at home and she got one paper. It has some lines which i wrote when i was in class 7th. I lost the diary in which i wrote the complete poem, but paper had some lines. The lines were outcome of what my parents told me when i was very disappointed by my half yearly exam result (I laugh at myself now that i used to care so much for marks ). My parents told me that success and failure are part of life and you should accept them in the same way. Be happy whatever the situation be. You should not get carried away from the success and should not get disappointed by failure. You should accept failures in a positive way and learn from them. The lines which i wrote were

Ye zindagi mere liye ek paheli hai,

jisme kabhi khushi hai to kabhi gham hai.

Khushiyan jeevan ko naya roop deti hai,

dukhon se zindagi ko nayi disha milti hai.

Khushiyon ka swagat to har insan muskarakar karta hai,

par dukhon ko hanste hue apnane ka naam zindagi hai.

I forgot the exact lines…but the meaning they carry is the same.

P.S : Agni won the throwball tournament \:D/ . Well done girls

P.S1. : Emon out of Indian Idol . But i liked the way he took it.

P.S2 : India lost the series. England played well but major credit goes to Aleem Dar

P.S3 : Hope India will do well in 20-20 world cup.

P.S4 : Indian hockey team won the Asia Cup. Thanks to Chak de India, now i at least check the results of hockey matches.

P.S5 : Currently listening to : Ek din fursat (Zindaggi Rocks) lovely song.

P.S6 : This is the end

Kabhi kabhi aas paas chand rehta hai
Kabhi kabhi aas paas shaam rehti hai

Aao naaaaa aaao naaaaa
Jehnum mein beh lenge
Vaadi ke masuam bhi
Ek din to badlenge

Kabhi kabhi aas paas chand rehta hai
Kabhi kabhi aas paas shaam rehti hai

Aaoon to subaha jao to mera naam saba likhna
Burf pade to burf pe mera naam dua likhna
Zara zara aag vaag pass rehti hai
Zara zara kangde ke aanch rehti hai

Kabhi kabhi aas paas chand rehta hai
Kabhi kabhi aas paas shaam rehti hai

Raatein bunjhane
Tum aagaye hooooo

Jab tum haste hooooo
Din ho jata hai
Tum gale lago tooooooo
Din so jata hai

Doli uthaye ayega din to
Pass bitha lena
Kal jo mile to
Mathe pe mere suraj uga dena

Zara zara aas paas dhup rehegi
Zara zara aas pass rang rehenge -2

Pooche jo koi meri nishaani
Rang hina likhna
Gore badan pe
Ungli se mera naam ada likhna

Kabhi kabhi aas paas chand rehta hai
Kabhi kabhi aas paas shaam rehti hai -2

Kabhi kabhi aas paas chand rehta hai
Kabhi kabhi aas paas shaam rehti hai -2

‘Beete Lamhein’ and ‘Mausam’ the lyrics for the two songs are so well written that you cant stop praising them. Here are the lyrics for the songs.

Beete Lamhein

Dard mein bhi yeh lab muskura jaate hai
Beete lamhein humein jab bhi yaad aate hai -2
Beete lamheinnnnn

Chand lamhaat ke vaaste hi sahi
Muskura kar mili thi mujhe zindagi -2

Teri aagosh mein din the mere kate
Teri baaahon mein thi meri raatien kati

Aaj bhi jab wo pal mujhko yaad aate hain
Dil se saare gumo ko bhoola jate hai
Dard mein bhi yeh lab muskura jaate hai
Beete lamhein humein jab bhi yaad aate hai -2

Beete lamheinnnnn

Mere kandhein pe sar ko jhukana tera
Mere sene mein khud ko chupana tera -2

Aake meri panaho mein shaam-o-seher
Kanch ki tarah woh tut jana tera

Aaj bhi jab woh manzar nazar aate hai
Dil ki viraniyon ko mita jate hai

Dard mein bhi yeh lab muskura jaate hai
Beet lamhein humein jab bhi yaad aate hai -2

Beete lamheinnnnn
Dard Mein …..Beete lamheinnnnn -2

Mausam

Zindagi Ne Zindagi Bhar Gam Diye
Jitne Bhi Mausam Diye Sab Nam Diye – 3

Jab Tadapta Hai Kabhi Apna Koi
Khoon Ke Aansoo Rula De Bebasi – 2

Jee Ke Phir Karna Kya Mujhko Aisi Zindagi – 2

Jisne Zakhmon Ko Nahi Marham Diye

Zindagi Ne Zindagi Bhar Gam Diye
Jitne Bhi Mausam Diye Sab Nam Diye

Zindagi Ne Zindagi Bhar Gam Diye

Apne Bhi Pesh Aaye Humse Ajnabee
Waqt Ki Saajish Koi Samjha Nahi – 2

Beiraada Kuch Khatayein Humse Ho Gayi

Raah Mein Patthar Meri Har Dam Diye

Zindagi Ne Zindagi Bhar Gam Diye
Jitne Bhi Mausam Diye Sab Nam Diye

Zindagi Ne Zindagi Bhar Gam Diye

Ek Mukammal Kashmakash Hai Zindagi
Usne Humse Ki Kabhi Naa Dosti – 2

Jab Mili Mujhko Aansoo Ke Woh Tohphe De Gayi

Has Sake Hum Aise Mauke Kam Diye – 2

Zindagi Ne Zindagi Bhar Gam Diye
Jitne Bhi Mausam Diye Sab Nam Diye

Zindagi Ne Zindagi Bhar Gam Diye

P.S : Freshers Party was awesome this time…Agni came first \:D/.

P.S1 : Happy Friendship Day to all of u

I celebrated my first b’day at IIIT and infact did a proper inauguration of my b’day in IIIT by cutting a ribbon ….courtesy my wonderful friends here

The day had almost everything for me…my parents were here my brother was here…my friends were all here and my childhood dream of celebrating b’day at 12 with friends was fulfilled. When i was in class 4th or 5th, in some movie or serial i saw a scene of b’day celebration in hostel at nite 12′o clock …since then the child within me wanted to celebrate my b’day in the same way. And finally it happened .

I just wish my school friends and relatives were here…but u cant get everything.

Thanks to all my batchgirls for the beautiful makeup(with cake )

Thanks to all my friends and loved ones for their wishes and making this b’day a memorable one

Brontok.N spreads through email attachments. Still i m not able to figure out how it entered in my pc . It installs itself in the Registry. It disables the Windows Registry Editor and modifies explorer settings. It removes the option of “Folder Options” or doesn’t allow u to open it so that the hidden files, where it is concealed, are not easily accessible to the user. Does not allow u to open cmd shell. Also sometimes applications close automatically and it blocks access to antivirus websites. The code for the virus is written in c++ .

First i downloaded removal tool from microsoft website. It removed the virus. Everything was working but when i rebooted the pc, the virus appeared again . Then i installed this removal tool. Finally my pc is free from virus \:D/

Writing abt the people u are related to is fine because they are a part of ur life u can write what u feel about them. But what abt the people u want to be a part of ur life but they r not.

Do we have a right to write abt those people who haven’t given us the permission to do so ? Is it justified to comment on someone directly or indirectly by means of a blog, when u know that ur blog is going to be read by hundreds of people and may be by that person also. I feel its totally absurd.

May be i m doing the same thing…but isn’t it wrong….shudn’t people stop doing this ???

1. “When someone sees the same people every day, they wind up becoing a part of that person’s life. And then they want the person to change. If someone isn’t what others want them to be, the others become angry. Everyone seems to have a clear idea of how other people should lead their lives, but none about his or her own.“

2. “The world’s greatest lie is that at a certain point in our lives, we lose control of what’s happening to us, and our lives become controlled by fate.”

3. “You must always know what it is that you want.”

4. “When you want something, all the universe conspires to help you achieve it.”

5. “If you can concentrate always on the present, you’ll be a happy man. Life will be a party for you, a grand festival, because life is the moment we’re living right now.”

6. “I must have no fear of failure. It was my fear of failure that first kept me from attempting. Now, I’m beginning what I could have started ten years ago. But I’m happy at least that I didn’t wait twenty years.”

7. “The future belongs to God, and it is only he who reveals it, under extraordinary circumstances. The secret is here in the present. If you pay attention to the present, you can improve upon it. And, if you improve on the present, what comes later will also be better. Forget about the future, and live each day according to the teachings, confident that God loves his children. Each day, in itself, brings with it an eternity.”

8. “You must understand that love never keeps a man from pursuing his destiny. If he abandons that pursuit, it’s because it wasn’t true love… the love that speaks the Language of the World.”

9. “Treason is a blow that comes unexpectedly. If you know your heart well, it will never be able to do that to you. Because you’ll know its dreams and wishes, and will know how to deal with them.”

10. “Every search begins with beginner’s luck. And every search ends with the victor’s being severely tested.”

11. “Your eyes show the strength of your soul,”

12. “Anyone who interferes with the destiny of another thing never will discover his own.”

Five Things that i dont want to change:

1. I can tell each and everthing to my parents and my brother. I dont hide anything from them.

2. I can forgive others easily.

3. I can accept my mistakes.(if i feel i have committed). And then i try to make sure that i dont repeat them.

4. I feel, i have courage to do what i feel is correct.

5. I think, i am a good listener.

Five things that i want to change:

1. I want to be more confident.

2. I want to have a more positive attitude towards life.

3. I want to be a good speaker as well.

4. I want to learn how to manage things properly.

5. I want to be more strong. I dont want to cry over small things in life.

I modified the above statement as “Always behave with others the way, u will expect if u are in their position” and till now believed that this modification is correct. If we follow this then there will be no problem in any relationship.

But i have realized now that the modification which i have done will work only if two persons involved have same thinking. If two persons have different thinking then obviously the expectations will be different. So if u behave in the way u expect and other person’s expectations are different then surely there will be problems.

So either one should behave the way other person will expect but that is always not possible…u can never know a person completely,u can never be 100% sure what other person will expect at that moment. So problems will always be there..have to accept that.

Now when i realized that the thing i used to follow till now is not correct i should follow only what my parents told me…no mdification.

Its really very difficult to put ur thoughts into words and that too nicely and completely so that the interpretation is correct. Otherwise u will need to give explainations what made u write that etc..

Now the reason for starting a blog.. well few days back one of my friends asked me that when u regularly read blogs why dont u give comment or write ur own blog…  i thought commenting is ok but writing not possible for me. Then she said “If u are entering into other’s private space by reading their blog then u should also give them a chance to enter into ur space”. I dont know why but the statement made me think and think a lot…and finally i decided i will write one.

Dont expect posts from me regularly because i am very lazy, but will try to post whenevar i get time and patience to write